For the Love of My Friends

I always thought I needed love that was full of lust or desire But the one I come to crave Starts as a sprouting of a seed in my chest Blooms into a heart beat of all the lovers I felt for combined Radiation from my heart instead, when I look at my friends Flowers […]

It was That Day in the Living Room

One day in our living room I caught the smell of incense My eyes met with the flame Engulfed in tears that Heaviness of the weight it carried on me as death carries into the next life Who knew I would be the one holding the torch to light To burn all the remorse I […]

Flesh & Bones

That dream I once had Forgiving eyes in the face of his met with guilt A different interpretation now present Past that is once another, yet lively dream Removing the filtered walls between the real and otherworldly, dancing in parallels Life, presenting me with this gift, if I solemnly choose to accept my grief and […]

Eleven Months ago We Lost Our Chance, We Belong to Others Now

we lost our chance

I see her I see them Closing my eyes I count to ten One I’m the waves crashing in Crawling up to sea  I think of how that could of been me Stealing the flowers from the sand To set them neatly on your desk Watering them with my own flesh Eight seconds in and […]

My Wishful Lover

Wish I knew more about you What would wishing even do? A hopelessness my mind displays Decorated in the corner with fortunes of luck And two fingers crossed, in between each, a held breath I wait and wish again Maybe one day the star will visit soon Will you see this wish in the stars […]

Gray: Another Frame of Mind

Bounty of opportunities The relaxed exhalation Fills the air with fresh beginnings Like the tulips blooming in spring But in winter it also withers It’s a cross bridge between both worlds The choice is yours to take Does not matter which choice you choose A blueprint delicately laid out for you My sweet gray

Blue

Butterfly

She shimmers of the sea, Created with love infused with ecstasy, The glow of the sun shines even when she produces tears, She is the calming of the sand Like strength of the palm trees, She rises above the epitomes, Little does she know, She is life’s endearing gift Just like the earth’s elements, To […]

Victory! Victory! Victory!

victory

Victory! Seems to echo throughout my body, How ironic as it’s the fourth of July, There’s a celebration happening between my mind and my heart, Fireworks, cheering, a peace treaty to my (over) thinking and countless withdraws, I feel my face glow with euphoria, I celebrate today of my own victory, For taking the time […]

Old jacket

Oh for I wish I could make friends with time, What’s the matter? Not enough paint to make up your pain, Pretend like it didn’t exist, These tears tell me a different story, Overwhelmed, overwhelmed, All I wanted to do was take care of you, Can I tell you a story of the girl who […]